
Shelly
, always cheerful and welcomingLeeAnn preparing the treatment room
LeeAnn & I after the last treatment

The waiting room - where I never spent much time
“For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11
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Mark is a very loving father and a kind and considerate co-worker. My heart is just aching for him. Pray that he would sense God's presence and find peace as he faces this terrible loss.Q. What is your only comfort
in life and in death?
A. That I am not my own,
but belong—
body and soul,
in life and in death—
to my faithful Savior Jesus Christ.
He has fully paid for all my sins with his precious blood,
and has set me free from the tyranny of the devil.
He also watches over me in such a way
that not a hair can fall from my head
without the will of my Father in heaven:
in fact, all things must work together for my salvation.
Because I belong to him,
Christ, by his Holy Spirit,
assures me of eternal life
and makes me wholeheartedly willing and ready
from now on to live for him.
I wasn’t ready to begin treatments that day. I was still questioning, still hanging on to the last shreds of resistance and denial. Physically and emotionally I was very low. Additionally, I had always had in my mind that I didn’t want to decide on anything before seeing my GP at the Baldwin Clinic but I wasn’t scheduled to see her until Wednesday, which meant I wasn’t prepared mentally, either.
I am thankful God works through us and leads us even at times when we are not being saintly. I am convinced that by walking out of the clinic, I was following God’s leading, though at the time I was too disgruntled to recognize it.
But it all made sense the next day when I found the peace I had been looking for after talking to Dr. Nash. It was such a relief to review the options with a professional who had no personal stake in what kind of treatment I pursued and to get objective and compassionate answers to some nagging questions.
I now see that it would have been a mistake to stay that day and it would be a mistake not to go back. So, I am going back. But this time, I am ready.
Radiation therapy — also called radiotherapy or X-ray therapy — involves treating cancer with beams of high-energy particles, or waves (radiation), such as gamma rays or X-rays. You may be familiar with the use of radiation in the form of diagnostic chest X-rays, computerized tomography (CT) scans or dental X-rays. But radiation therapy relies on much higher X-ray energy delivered at many more times that dose in order to treat cancer.
Radiation therapy damages cells by destroying the genetic material that controls how cells grow and divide. And while both healthy and cancerous cells are damaged by radiation, the goal of treatment is to hurt as few normal, healthy cells as possible.
You may be worried about radiation destroying healthy cells as well as the cancerous cells. But radiation is much more harmful to cancer cells than it is to normal cells. This is because cancer cells divide more rapidly than do healthy cells. Cells are more vulnerable to damage when they're dividing, making cancer cells more susceptible to radiation than normal cells are. In addition, normal cells can recover from the effects of radiation more easily than cancer cells can.